Sick

I'm still sick. It's not the kind that leaves you with no appetite, it's being thirsty at night and waking up with a sore throat. I've been drinking a lot more water but it still has not helped.
I do not feel thinner either so I'm not happy about that. :-( Well, I ended up eating out with my bf last night and then we went to the movies, not before I p, but I was too worried about looking like I'd been in the bathroom too long. It has been very hard for me to get it out lately, maybe it has to do with having a sore throat but I Do Not Like It! I don't think I got it all out yesterday and at the movies I devoured a kids popcorn WITH butter! Oh No! It tasted so salty and apparently my body wanted the salt, It was in me for almost Two hours until the movie was over and we got home then I P again but I know that wasn't all of it. I know I'm not over 119 but I feel like a failure, If I did lose any weight I gained It back. So starting again I will begin restricting and fasting again. Today I've had one cup of coffee and one bottle of water and some medicine. I feel good so far, let's see how the rest of the day goes!
Wish me luck! Be stronger then me lovelies!