I like the feeling of being light as if I could fly. I can't stand the way food feels in my stomach. I'm not super thin, and I'm not as thin as I'd like to be. I have OCDs and it has gotten worse lately. I haven't been binging and purging as much lately mainly because I had a sore throat up until today.
So I haven't been eating as much also. As for my OCD I have to have everything in the right place in my house and can't feel cluttered, and I can't eat enough that I FEEL it. If I eat that much then I Have to purge it, so I try not to go over that amount.
usually I'll only drink coffee and water through out the day while I'm working then in the evenings I'll come home and make dinner for my son (who is one years old) and my bf.
then I'll eat with them and purge it out. I'm a pescatarien.
I do have a sweet tooth in the evenings but only eat fat free candy. And I like to drink wine or a beer in the evening to wind down with, but I've stayed off the beer lately and have been drinking merlot once and a while. I'm about to head to the grocery store to get something to cook for dinner. Today I drank 3 cups of coffee and one bottle of water. I know I should drink way more water. I will when I get home. Tonight while my son and bf eat dinner I'll eat a light butternut squash soup for dinner and I'll drink a glass of wine while I cook.
I'll keep you guys updated on what I eat and my weight.
I'll weight myself in a couple days and post a current weight.
Have a good evening and stay beautiful ladies!
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