I observed recently how much people are consumed by consumption.
Yes I've seen it before and so have you, but it is interesting when you sit back and look at how much people are always thinking about their next food or "Snack" I loath that word.
Lately I've been doing really good, feeling strong, and feeling lighter and lighter.
A man that I was seeing awhile ago contacted me last Friday telling me he missed me. That made me feel great, and gave me more motivation to avoid food.
He is a man who I'm pretty sure has a male form of anorexia, he is always restricting and always telling me about new diets hes on, and he is very skinny already. It encourages me to want to be really tiny because if I'm around him I don't want to feel fat. I of course LOVE to cook and have people eat my food and tell me how amazing of a cook I am, so I told him once I move and get settled in I'll have him come down here and We'll go hiking, and do all kinds of wonderful fun stuff. and of course I plan to cook for him.
He is on a gluten free, palio and something new type of diet. so there is a challenge for me, but I love a challenge when it comes to cooking.
I am excited to move and have a new beginning and I would like part of my new beginning to be 100lbs or less too. right now I'm at 115. give me another week and I think I'll be down to 110, so like I've said before Consistency is key!!
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