Pro-Ana Intentions

I have been drinking lots of coffee and living mostly off low calorie Popsicles, and coffee.

My intentions are to lose of course.  . . . I have not weighed myself in probably over a month and am not happy with myself right now.
I still struggle with b and p's. Mostly from social pressure to eat. .. eh. I hate eating.

This next weekend I'm going on a little vacation so during the week this week I plan to fast and cleanse. I love fasting and cleansing so It will make me feel so good by the weekend and hopefully I'll be good enough to weigh.

I have some pants that I recently ordered off the internet that are a bit snug when I put them on. I plan to keep them with me while traveling for work this next week and wear them to remind myself not to eat so I can fit into them loosely.

Wish me luck!
I'll update you on how it goes.

-Blue