Pro-Ana Intentions

I have been drinking lots of coffee and living mostly off low calorie Popsicles, and coffee.

My intentions are to lose of course.  . . . I have not weighed myself in probably over a month and am not happy with myself right now.
I still struggle with b and p's. Mostly from social pressure to eat. .. eh. I hate eating.

This next weekend I'm going on a little vacation so during the week this week I plan to fast and cleanse. I love fasting and cleansing so It will make me feel so good by the weekend and hopefully I'll be good enough to weigh.

I have some pants that I recently ordered off the internet that are a bit snug when I put them on. I plan to keep them with me while traveling for work this next week and wear them to remind myself not to eat so I can fit into them loosely.

Wish me luck!
I'll update you on how it goes.

-Blue 

Pro-Ana . .. .. Little dolls

Tired all the time, Can't sleep.. .. Here we are the little dolls.
Struggling on our own  ... My loves, you're not alone.

My darlings I am here with you struggling every day with you.

I think to myself how can this be. It's so hard to look at me.

I am so tired, and sick of fighting it sometimes feels like I'm dying.

I fell off the wagon again .. mostly from forced social situations ..but this week I will fly away to freedom.

Fall is here now and it's time to literally purge all the bad energy and negative people out of our lives.
Here we go again fly away blue butterflies. Fly away to freedom.

Love you all,
Thanks for being my secret garden
I can hide away with you and feel safe