Still Size 0 - Pro Ana

Hi my loves,
     It has been awhile since I have posted last.
I had a weekend where I was forced by social pressures to eat more then I felt comfortable with, and I stopped weighing myself. I had felt some weight gain and was too scared to weigh. so it's been weeks since my last weigh in. and it was a couple pounds up at 110. :( I was not happy about that at all.
So, I have been feeling out how my body looks and feels in my clothes, so far I'm still a size 0 . . .wew relief.
I still don't feel comfortable weighing though. My birthday is coming up next week and a month ago I made a goal to be 105 by my birthday. If I was to reach that goal I should have been realistic and faced my weight on the scale. I still have a week, so I am going to work hard to get at least  to a scale happy weight.
I don't feel that I am too far off from my long time weight of 108 that I had maintained for most of this year.
Unfortunately I have been battling with exhaustion for the last month or so. I maintain taking my vitamins, and drinking coffee in the mornings, but by mid day I have no energy. I also have been working hard on school work. I'm taking a full time load on top of full time work, and being a single mom.
So, to start off my birthday week weight loss kick I will fast the rest of today and weight myself tonight.
eh . . .. .I dread it. and from there I will work hard to be very active and eat  healthy.

Good luck to us all,
Your Blue Butterfly